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I started on July 3 as an after-sales front-desk intern—greeting customers, confirming info, and passing jobs to service advisors. Pay is 2400+performance, with possible 800/month subsidy for up to four months. After conversion there’s five social insurances and housing fund, paid national holidays and paid leaves. Free cafeteria with good meals and occasional special treats. Official hours are 8:30–17:30, but actual work is often under 5 hours because colleagues let me slack and shifts rotate; it’s comfortable now. I plan to rotate into a service consultant role later (typical pay ~7k+, seniors 13–17k). I also changed my site theme from kami to shiro—I prefer shiro, but it’s slower on Vercel and has some browser (clerk) issues; the old site is preserved.

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Almost a year in, I’ll keep going unless problems pop up. I started with Baidu Cloud; the first year was cheap, but renewal jumped to over 1,700. I considered Hong Kong, but domestic servers are better; even Hong Kong would cost about 360/year with weaker specs. Because of 备案, I’ll stay domestic and, to be safe, disable the comment area since 备案 rules require it. This time I bought Alibaba Cloud lightweight server for 108/year; renewal is still steep (~708). My plan is a guerrilla approach: when a term ends, switch to another provider. Huawei Cloud, Tianyi Cloud, Tencent Cloud, etc., for deals; five-year survival should be fine. Now I must reconfigure things; many Docker projects need redeploy. June is coming, I’ll likely start internship; wishing readers a happy June.

This semester I’m starting an internship. Last week the teacher posted a list of roles we could apply for, and I’ve long wanted to work at a BMW 4S shop—close to home, decent pay, the role I like. Before the interview I checked Boss直聘 and learned a driver’s license was required; not having one made me anxious. I emailed HR on Boss直聘, sent my résumé to make an impression, and we set up a Monday meeting. HR asked about the license, which nearly made me think I’d be ruled out. Today we talked for about ten minutes; three interviewers, I chose one who remembered our chat—lucky. I’m applying for an aftersales service intern: base salary 2400, plus performance, meals included, 8:30–17:30. HR joked I could get a license within a year; I said I’ll have it in six months. Internship should start in July; I’m excited but anxious.

The Nietzsche quote helped me resolve long-standing mental exhaustion and brought sudden clarity. Years of personal experiences trapped me in cycles of rumination: obsessing over something alters the heart, becomes a habit—ignoring it feels wrong, attending to it breeds fear—an endless inner drain. I choose to discard what causes this self-consumption; they only inflict pain and offer nothing essential. Except physical pain, others are avoidable. I seek escape and redemption. The road ahead is long.

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